Another Bust

this week was another bust. i have been eating better, but running (actually time to run) has been very small. i ran monday (posted) and now i am thinking about changing my schedule around since i am on call tuesday (which is supposed to be upper body and bike ride) since i never seemed to get to do it and i hate to get away from the house very far when i am on call. wednesday morning i started working a herd of cattle at about 5am (after getting to bed around 11:30pm tuesday night. i worked until 7:30pm (not working cattle all day but being at work. so i got home pretty late wed night. wed is supposed to be hill work, didn't get it done. tried to get a few things done around the new house and didn't get to bed until midnight. thursday worked until 7:30pm again and was feeling worn out. thursday was supposed to be another run. worked on emily's computer until 1:30am this morning and worked until 7pm tonight. i was thinking i could get a run in tomorrow since i was supposed to be off. however, one of the vets needed off to go to chatanooga, so now i work tomorrow morning and need to go do a few things on the farm i am buying. hopefully i will be able to get a run in tomorrow evening. i have to get back on track. i feel so depressed that i can't make myself do these runs, it has not been this hard in the past. i am now setting my running as a higher priority. too upset with myself to give a thought of the day.